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I wish I knew how to have confidence in my stuff. I keep worrying about what people will think, if it'll look dumb, if it's not good enough. Then I keep worrying that the teacher is especially looking at me and thinking how I'm not trying hard enough or doing it right because I'm not doing the same sort of thing as everyone else. I keep thinking I didn't do enough for this project, in spite of the fact that I'm sleep deprived as a result of working on this sucker. Sure, it's not all polished and gorgeous and it's only 11 seconds long, but it's still something, isn't it?

Ugh just two more days of this class and I'm done and I can relax. Two days. Rrgh.