Am I really hormonal right now, or have the last couple days really been that much back and forth with the good and bad? I honestly can't tell. I'm so distracted and worked up over... everything, yet nothing. I just. Argh.
Please put Derrick out of your mind. I won't let Hajime experience another instance of going to something fun only to have it not be like that for something that might help and/or put up another hurtle. I've deleted Derrick's tag. I'm sorry I didn't think of that sooner before tossing the idea at you and Dandy.
I'm realizing how big of a fool I've been with Derrick and chastising myself all day for it. You have my fullest apologizes for everything.
Please don't blame yourself for this, Avie. It's not about you, or just this thread. It's a lot of things in general, and it's not at all a matter of the recent events. Things have been piling up for a while. You were having a lot of fun with this thread, and you shouldn't at all see it as any sort of mistake; everyone is having a ton of fun with it.
I've just realized I may be having my own emotional roller coaster brought on by new medication, which is making me question my reactions to everything in the whole later part of the week.
I hope things ease up on you real soon, so you can enjoy your con-going.
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/hugs!
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I'm realizing how big of a fool I've been with Derrick and chastising myself all day for it. You have my fullest apologizes for everything.
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I hope things ease up on you real soon, so you can enjoy your con-going.
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Thanks, and you too.
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